Family

instinctual reactions tear apart relationships ...thats for sure...it merely brings up a host of hurt feelings to everyone around it...emotional costs are great....but things don't always proceed according to plans and expectations...people do not always act the way you wish them to act...an inability to control external influences and conditions does not mean u can't control your attitude and reactions...it just does not make any sense to me when u of allow circumstances and people to pull your strings and affect your mind and feelings...you can choose not to let what people say and do affect your moods by maintaining an inner attitude of emotional and mental detachment, and refuse to allow every minor event play with your feelings and evoke anger...

her anger is caused by her inability to mentally cope with situations that happen here.... Blaming others or yourself and remaining angry may appear the easy way out...but that does not solve the underlying issues??

what is the source of all these? up till now it still puzzles me....i'm here because of u, but u are not here because of me...u came here with the intention to start a business which u wanted to do for yourself, and now u have accomplished that already! if u r here because u presumed sis will be here, face it that she is no longer here! she's married having her own life..so if u r that unhappy why are u still here? how much patience and understanding do u need from your son while u battle the demons inside? i dun wish to blow my head off one day to make u wake up and do what makes u happy...is the satisfaction from the business worth all these troubles? if i am the reason u r still here, i will only tell u to leave this place because all i see and hear is not what i want for my mother...perhaps its time u let me go explore the world on my own...let me have my own life...

all family members want for one another is to be safe..happy..healthy...i will fulfill my duties as a son not because i am obliged to...because i want to...as a family we need to work as a unit, so please heed my advices if necessary, i can't do this alone...