Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something...perhaps they're trying to find someone who's going to make them feel good...In reality, the only way a relationship will last is if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take...wll at least thats by my own personal beliefs...so am i contradicting my own beliefs? i'm sick of my apparent abilities to sirr up with ease some of the deepest reactions filled with repulsion and critisms, guess i ain't that great a partner afterall even after my past failed experiences..defeated, disgusted, demoralised and yet there is suppose to be a way out of this..saturation point? i've come to the point where i just don't want to engage in another war of words as nothing will ever be solved and made worse in fact..my fault as i would say to lead things to this point, between us i should have known better and yet i did not act accordingly, there is nothing else that i can say to justify myself..no matter how much acknowledgment and apologies is insufficient, but yet i try hard enough to work on things i fail to do and its just the same..
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