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i'm puzzled...losing my senses...where's my ever reliable abilities to judge?? i didnt take away your happiness with me, it got lost even before i left u..do u really want to hear that from me? i'm tempted to make things up...but i'm just too fearul of whats to come...i've fallen again and again...scars and bruises everywhere i see...its heart ripping to be on the edge all this time...i miss u...but i just dont know if patching up will be any different....what makes it different this time??...i just want to be myself now, that just seems so hard to do....