Incompetence?

life itself is a tough journey on its own, so why should we make it even more difficult for ourselves? by letting the demons inside us ride over our common sense always seems to be the easy way out, because to some it just seems to make more sense to feel dismay rather than enjoying the harmonious time... when that happens, a gruesome round of emotional carnage kick starts...end state will always be putting the ones around u in similar if not worser distress...then again we are all human, there will be times when pessimism gets the better of us...and no matter how much effort is expended to curb that discomfort, it never seems good enough...incompetence i say? on who's part? to allow 'it' to become a habitatual character or my failure to give enough comfort? so what is it that can be found from others and not me? it just seems to boil down to one conclusion...
I'M JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH..

sometimes love just ain't enough
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BMwZcuHbch0
Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.

And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
And there's no way homewhen it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.