crossroads

everyone faces the same dilemma all the time...when we come to a junction without knowing what the different roads will lead to...i chose to walk back the path i came from, but this time i already know the bumps along the way...though i may be cautious, but i'm moving alot faster now...need to listen to my inner self because at the end of the day there is no one else i need to answer to except for myself...

the past week started off really low and ended with a very high note..17/5..happy birthday b..
its an amazing feeling to be able to feel good again...sank real deep into sadness and depression, overwhelmed myself with pessimistic grooves...but in the end it was my own feelings i succumbed to...the magical feel of embracing u close to my chest and feeling your heart beating so close to mine...things are looking up now..feels like i'm being with someone who'll share, someone whom understands and gives in return after taking...

sincerely hope we'll be able to pull through...there is no more turning back now...perhaps the next time we come to a crossroad, we might just take different paths instead of walking back together from where we came from...

what makes people dearer is not just the happiness that you feel when you meet them...but the pain felt when you miss them...